Apr 6 2007Anna Nicole Smith's diaries come out

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Two of Anna Nicole Smith's diaries from the early 1990's were made available by the Associated Press yesterday and are to be auctioned off in a few weeks. The diaries include insights on her struggles with food, her use of drugs, and her deep love for her then-husband, J. Howard Marshall II.

On her weight
"I've been really stressed out lately and depressed and I can't quit eating. I feel like a pig."

On meeting Paul Marciano, CEO of Guess
"O my Gosh!! Paul Marsiano called today to see if I got his books also I'm gonna go to San Antonio to do photo shoot. I'm so excited!! I can't believe this. This could be it." The entry ends with five smiley faces.

On buying $3,000 worth of clothing at Neiman Marcus
"I'm so happy they look great. I hope it empresses Paul Marsiano. ... I'm starving!! I've been starving myself."

On drugs
On June 13, 1992, she wrote that she was hung over and watched a movie at home, adding that she "Took a Zandrex!"

On J. Howard Marshall, who was 63 years older than her
"Howard has been buying me som jewelry but he call me 15 or 20 times a day it drives me crazy. I love him but he aggravates me somtimes. I don't no what to do about Paul hes strange guy. I hate for men to want sex all the time." The entry ends with the word "Chow!" written in large letters and underlined.

More on J. Howard Marshall
"Hes so very weak and fragile When I touch him Im afraid he might break. If Jesus desides to take him I dont no what I'll do. I love him so much it hurts me to site and watch him when hes hurting I just want to hold him touch him let him no how much I care."

It's kind of amazing but she sounds like she legitimately loved J. Howard Marshall II. At least I think that's what she was trying to say. It's hard to make sense of her words. I know it's unfair to pick apart a private diary, but if you told me this was written by a 9-year-old I'd suggest getting them some private tutoring.

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Nothing like beating a dead horse.

Flurst???

Happy Easter!!!

Poor Anna, she actually liked that rich old fogie.

Deer Diaphram:

Itz day 2 of my medicully induced comma and I fel gr8. This clown makeup maykes me prettily. Howie said so. He also sez titty fukking is gr8 4 my intel... intlleg... endtellige... my brayn. Wherez my pil bocks?

Luv, Ana

I love how she uses fancy words like "aggravates" and then uses "no" in place of "know" in the same sentance. Boggles the mind, it does.

At least she's more coherent than Lindsay Lohan.

Be adequite.

5th!!!!!

whatever its a diary it doesnt have to make sence

Who cares, just tell us who the baby's daddy is!

I hate uneducated rich people. They "aggravate" me.

Dull. Hollow. Uninteresting. Pathetic.

You know, regardless of whether she actually loved him, there is at very least a little gold digger in there if she can not spell "some" but she can spell jewelry.

CHOW!

"I hate for men to want sex all the time"

So she got those ridiculous implants to turn us OFF to sex...?

Bitch is dead, let it go already this was not Helen Keller people. Just like when a junkie off the the streets dies, you clean up the crap and you move. the fuck. on.

Oh my god. The woman is dead! I think the people who are still trying to make a buck by selling her diaries are pathetic low-life cunts! The diaries are her most personal thoughts and feelings. It is no one's business. Have some respect for the dead woman for fuck sakes!!

That poor baby is going to have to grow up in the shadow of her mother and brother's death and still have to deal with the blood-sucking, money hungry cunts around her. No one actually gives a shit about the baby, they all have dollar signs in their minds. The poor kid doesn't have a chance. When she grows up to be a train wreck, everyone will be saying that it is destiny because of her mother. And the real reason won't even be considered. The media and money hungry cunts willing to sell out even a dead woman.

I feel bad for her. Diaries weren't meant to be made public. How humiliating...even if she is dead.

#14 yeah the kid sure doesn't have a chance. Apples don't fall far from trees.

#15 great choice of a handle, 'Herpes Hilton' though? LMAO!

Okay I know everyone is obsessed with ANS, but those diary entries are boring. I'm tired of hearing about her. How long has she been dead? It seems like we have been talking about this for two years.

I don't likes it.
*slobbers mush out of mouth*

Anna Nicole is like the 5 year old i never had. who writes like that? no wait...who over 30 writes like that? i was SEVEN when i started spelling words like "PRONOUNCIATION" and "CERTIFICATION" and "J HOWARD MARSHALL" right. Anna Nicole was almost 40 and she can't even "rite wurds."

so reading somebody's diary can humiliate them when they're dead, but letting somebody video you in clownface while you're stoned out of your mind isn't humiliating?

It's funny how people are always complaining that they are tired of hearing about her, but here they are, still reading the articles and commenting on them.


stupid...

Right on, #20!!! Amen!

The woman wasn't even 9-years-old mentally. My 6-year-old writes in 2 other languages better than she writes in her own.

Seriously, letting her entire life hang out the way that she did, she deserves to have her private journals aired. Yes, sad for the child, she will not have asked for the shit she has to grow up knowing and learning about her mother, but ANS deserves what she is getting and what she got.

Howie baby now needs to get it in the same way she did. He is the lowest of the low. That clown video, hands down, is the most pathetic thing I have ever seen. Even w/ her being the biggest piece of shit known to man, he still shouldn't have video taped her the way he did. Makes you wonder why criminal charges haven't been brought against him.

"My 6-year-old writes in 2 other languages better than she writes in her own. "

I meant that my daughter writes in 2 other languages better than ANS writes in her own. I screwed that one up.

Did she ever finish that book.................... she was reading?

its amazing to find out that she can read/write...well sort of write.


I never thought that she didn't truly love J. Howard Marshall. She always clearly did, he was like one of the only men she ever met who treated her decently.

Also, people saying they feel bad for her don't know much about Anna. I think Anna would LOVE to know that people obsess about her after she died.

Those diaries are props, sort of like pam and toms sex tapes. Hell eventually they would have "accidently" disappeared and would have ended up in an auction anyway.

wow its a diary like any other girl in the world's diary

Oh please, enough with all the pity already. Anna Nicole Smith got her fill of the good life while she was here. This bimbo retard who's diary reads like it was written by a straight D student for whom English was a second language got the kind of attention, money and opportunities that hundreds of thousands of hard-working, self-sacrificing, more deserving people never will.

It's not like this diary is more exploitative or mocking than that show about her that she willingly starred in once upon a time. You know, the show that exposed her as being barely able to pass a driver's test. The one where she would eat giant slabs of meat at restaurants, belch, and then laugh about it.

Somewhere in the great beyond, the shade of Anna Nicole is giggling with glee because with the publishing of this diary, once again she get's to be in the center of media attention.

Interesting..

#12: Don't forget the whole posing NAKED for PLAYBOY thing.

@ #19

There's no second "O" in pronunciation.

That was actually pretty sweet.
My cold, black heart is starting to thaw!
What do I do!?!?

@19, it's pronunciation, not pronounciation! If you're going to make the comment in the first place, learn to 'rite wurds.'

I'm so glad this creature is dead

I wouldn't let her off the hook just yet, kids.

She had enough basic human preservation instinct to decide to write about how much she loved the old fart in a presumably private journal in order to be able to bring it out during the court battle she knew was going to come. Don't think the she didn't know his children were going to contest the will when he croaked.

In other news, TrimSpa has announced that ANS lost another 30 pounds last month.

hate to say it, and no disrespect to those no longer here, but i suspect one (or more) of her lawyers at the time, told her to write some entries about how much she cared about that-old-rich-guy

she may have thought about him in a sick-grandfather sort of a way, but i'm beyond skeptical she had any erotic feelings towards him

#36 oops, didn't refresh for a bit, my thoughts appear to mirror yours lots
also lol (t.spa)

She was a beautiful, bright, innocent woman who died tragically. It's horrible that people continue to make fun of her, and try to make money even after she's dead. Her only true friend when she died was the abscess on her ass. She called it "Howie." They were very close.

Instead of reading this, follow this link and read "The Verge of Psychosis: An Aspiring Actor's Journal"

It's not about a real person.

Argh!Ouch!I thought this photo was dead and buried?

Anna Nicole is my idol!! I would give anything to meet a 86 yr old man with one foot in the grave, and to actually love him to some degree so your not actually stealing the $$,you don't have to be book smart to be successful!!

#36. that's hilarious!!

What #1 said. Let's put the dirt back in the grave. PLEASE.

I'm actually surprised by her ability here. I would've thought it would've just been, like, those wavy lines that cartoonists and stuff use to represent writing.

1, 44, and anyone else who agrees with them: She was a horrible person. It's not like she could defend herself when she was alive, either. We're all going to die. I don't see what the big deal is.

yeah like my 2 year old rites in 10 divernt langages and she is like 40?

When she wrote CHOW did she mean CIAO??

How about ANS English writing?Even i could do it better.

....and she won her case in the Supreme Court. Mind boggling.

FIFTY BABY!!!!!

Listen , to all the people who have anything negative to say about Vickie . FUCK YOU. you know what you dont even have a clue . she went through so much while she was here on earth with us , and for you all to sit there and write that you are glad she is dead is the most shallow and fucked up thing i have ever read in my life. She was obviously human and had a life just like you and i. people have problems, im sure all of you shit talkers have problems too, lets here what most of you write in your journals.. i bet you would be EXTREMELY humilliated... not everyone is good at spelling, as you might have noticed i am one of those people.. i can spell but im not the best speller. WHO FUCKING CARES!!!! i sure as hell dont. and i am more than sure that half of the people who wrote those comments have done drug's too. she isnt the only one, and different people act differently when they are "high" or "stoned". does it make you feel better to sit there and think of negative things to say about her..??? i dont care what any of you think, but when i was 10 or 11 i remember watching her tv show and i though she was the most amazing person ever, i admired her, because i have gone through some similar things that she has gone through and trust me it isnt fun. she was and still is an amazing person, she was beautiful no matter what size she was. who cares . alot of people eat meat.. so what is your point..??? YEAH she DID pose for playboy and obviously she took her clothes off but to all the guys: you are the ones who masturbate to that shit so get a life already!! if you thought it was disgusting how she posed nude then stop looking at other playmates nude.. how about that one.. ?? sounds like an idea to me... i think you are all being assholes, she is gone now so grow up and move on... if you didnt like her so much then why are you reading articles about her still???? you had to have liked her a little bit, obviously you werent forced to read it. I'm sick of people talking shit about her, it is immature and really cruel. i think you all need to grow up. AND TO #46 GO FUCK YOURSELF. she could defend herself while she was here... afterall she won the j.howard marshall case didnt she. oh yeah that is right...SHE DID WIN IT!!!!!!!!! no shit . so before you go and talk down about her i would get your fucking facts right. i love anna nicole Smith(Vickie Lynn Hogan ) and i will remember her for all the great and not so great choices she made.everyone makes mistakes. SO MOVE ON ALREADY!!! she did love J.Howard Marshall. and not for his money, because he was the only man who ever treated her like a princess, he made her feel loved , and that is why she married him. because she was in love with him and he was in love with her. if you read the article above then you might have forgotten that it said : "Hes so very weak and fragile When I touch him Im afraid he might break. If Jesus desides to take him I dont no what I'll do. I love him so much it hurts me to sit and watch him when hes hurting I just want to hold him touch him let him no how much I care." everyone really needs to grow up and stop putting her down.

Rest In Peace *~Vickie Lynn Hogan ~* you will forever be in my heart and in my memories. and Rest In Peace *~Daniel ~* you will also be in my memories and in my heart...

<33 I MISS YOU BOTH <33

XOXOXO - ME -


if anyone has anything to say to me then my screen name on yahoo messenger is WonderWall_KCJ . instant message me . im not scared of shit talkers.

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